End of myself.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at school, *********

將可給的都給你

請耗盡才遺棄

別嫌差 別嫌輕 別嫌少

其實我 開始討厭自己 不想儲起

請專心的討好你

請想快樂時遊戲

別提起 任何悲 任何喜

其實我 想討好自己

愛自己 才共你一起

請相信 我愉快 我愉快

悶煩從未放大

得到的 比你所想與所做更愉快

愛著你 放下你

未來難道更壞 請放心

任何小把戲仍能令我開懷

不比結束壞 不比過去愉快

任何生涯

不比放手更壞 不比吻你愉快

想彼此都好好過

就算想 跟你樂而忘我

但如果 蜜糖少 悶煩多

其實我 當然可 有甚麼

愛甚麼 其實你清楚

在一起看每齣戲
在一起嘆每口氣
再細嘗　同偕到老的況味
每分鐘也抱緊你
沒有一秒共你別離
還攜手看著生與死
坐著臥著都分享
日日夜夜也為彼此設想
站著望著都分享
就在夢內發掘這真相

除非你是我
才可與我常在
一個人　從鏡內發展恩愛
除非你是我
才可晝夜同在
戀不來　從厭倦裡面偷取恨愛

在一起與你工作
在一起與你摸索
兩個人　同時佔有的快樂
每分鐘與你揮霍
沒有一秒沒我在旁
還攜手看著天空黑與光
在一起會有多美
在一起也會不美
一個人　同偕到老不靠運氣
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not cliche.
think of something that’s not related to the love between valentines.

●●●遊戲規則●●●
必須發表一篇文章,將所有愛的問題都答出來
寫完所有愛的問題後,請點名8位朋友繼續下去!
注意!被點名的人不能重覆
未滿７人者屬違規,會有報應!
拍拖中的人會分手!
單身的會一年內 交不到男/女朋友!! 點我的人: ebi abby
填寫日期: 9 AUG愛的音樂: Pop Rock Pop-rock Vrock Kpop Pop Pop Rock Rock EMO?
愛的店鋪: Parkn’shop, Welcome, Watsons, Mannings, STARBUCKS, Isabella?xd
愛的顏色: black white pink red yellow gold silver purple blue grey
愛的國家: UK USA Japan Korea Russia Australia Canada etc..
愛的汽車: Benz and Jaguar?
愛的休閒: SMS, reading, cooking, fooling around, f***ing…caling people names, bullshitting etc .
愛的科目: English, English, English
愛的甜食: Chocolate, dessert, sweets, cookies etc.
愛的個性: Cool, Sexy, Funny, Sensitive, Trust-worthy, Artistic, Active, Romantic…etc.
愛的習慣: To fuck without a condom? Havent try that one.
愛的季節: SUMMER ROX
愛的男仔: KAI? AOI?URUHA?RUKI?REITA?MIYAVI?BALLBALL?
愛的女仔: Paris&Nicky Hilton, JLO, Fergie, Nicole Richie, Jessica Simpson, Ashlee Simpson, the Olsen twins etc. ?
愛的節日: Christmas , Valentine’s Day
愛的香水: Escada Rockin’ Rio, Paris Hilton Paris Hilton, Just Me by Paris Hilton, all Lacoste, JLO’s Still, Glow, Miami Glow, Magnetic Beat, Moschino Cheap and Chic etc………
愛的運動: boy hunting. 
愛的定義: go check your bible.
愛我的人: my mom, ballball, and (perhaps) goldfish and ebi?
愛的口頭嬋: What the heck? You motherfucker! Shit! Damn it! What the FUCKhell is going on? Whatever. I don’t give a damn/shit/thing.
愛的小動作: hugging people automatically?
愛人的代價: when your love is not returned a.k.a. UNREQUITED LOVE. 1.有冇試過買野向阿媽報大數以圖呃阿媽錢? YES
2.有冇上過咸網? Yes
3.你想曾蔭權做2年定5年? 5
4.有冇偷睇過人沖涼? NO
5.有冇睇過報紙的風月版? Yes. All of it.
6.鍾意咩音樂類型? See question#1
7.最常講GE粗口係乜? What the heck? You motherfucker! Shit! Damn it! What the FUCKhell is going on? Whatever. I don’t give a damn/shit/thing.
8.鍾唔鍾意Avril Lavigne? kinda
9.孫中山幾時死? F*you. Use your malfunctioning brain and serch it on yahoo.
10.有冇試過除晒衫影相? No.
11.你覺得香蕉似? Obviously it looks exactly a penis, right? RIGHT?
12.某d野你係咪等到大減價先會買? ya
13.識唔識講法文? Some simple sentences
14.食漢堡包時會唔會拎走舊青瓜? no
15.覺得人生乜野係最重要? Everything.
16.死前一定要做? Try not to die so soon.
17.你有冇紋身? N-o
18.孟加拉有幾多人口?this is shit. .
19.呢排想睇咩戲? Death note, Keroro.
20.請發誓你會誠實作答以下問題?  FINE@!
21.裸睡?  NOPE
22.暗戀學校既老師? NOPE
23.偷野? NOPE
24.俾人偷野? YA
25.背叛情人? NO
26.見過人死? YES
27.企圖自殺? YES
28.搞到人大肚/俾人搞大個肚? No and no
29.被遺棄? YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES
30.考試唔合格? Hello? Are you thinking? yes
31.界手? yea
32.被拘捕? no
33.逃學?  nooo
34.被出賣? yessssssssssssss
35.被玩弄感情? Kinda.1.靚仔/索女: both
2.笨: what?
3.有魅力: yeah
4.怕癢: yeah
5.多愁善感: sometimes
6.性感: ALWAYS
7.聰明: always
8.易呃: yes
9.脆弱: yes
10.自信: sometimes
11.單眼皮: kinda?I don’t know. Ask someone else.
12.食得辣: sometimes

1)  。。。(請看前篇post)
2)  i’m trying to (perhaps) write some lyrics to record down my feelings at this moment…my VIEW towards certain things that had happened…..all based on my view on some stuff& people around me. It’s time to contribute on the creative side of our ‘band’ -> Banana Beauties(also  known as The Bitches Are Bananas)
3)  Meanwhile, i’m also working on my homework…or at least trying to be a more hard-working student..
4)  safe flight to–>…………….xd? (isnt this a bit too early?)
i’m worried about you and your mental health!!

我是個不懂和別人分享的人, 我很自私 (incoherent)
最弊的是我不知道如何安慰你
也(更)沒錢可以借你
幫不了別人也幫不到自己